January 2012
1 post
New Year... New Motivations
Its a new year and I have new outlook on how Im going to accomplish my goals and rearranged my priorities … we will see how this year goes ;).
A Happy New Year to everyone and I hope that everyone makes the best of it!!!
November 2011
1 post
"Fallen Victim to My Own Ambition"
I haven’t been posting but I’ve continued to grow.
In the past 3 months I have grown into my own movement of KAIZEN and I have just been taking it day by day, walking the path laid in front of me.
Recap:
Started my Senior yr in college
joined some clubs/ organizations
cut my hair
attended some great conferences and networking events
participated in some case...
September 2011
1 post
August 2011
4 posts
I must try ...
and maybe fail in the process in order to succeed.
And while I’m doing that I will let go of the unnecessary and cherish the moments and people that are most important.
Oh… and clean my room .. hahaha
why am i so anti-social networks.... lol
as much as i love to write down my thoughts … i just can’t seem to post them online… Im a think it .. write it.. keep it pushin type of person i guess.. but I will indefinitely continue to make this work.
Fear ... again...
Fear will get you nowhere but where it is that you are standing…
I discuss fear a lot … because I fear a lot… and I strive to eventually be fearless.. or at least really close to it.
Even though I am on this forward movement, which I am proud to say is going very well, I continue to hold myself back with the fear of failure and rejection.
Sooo….
New mission …
...
July 2011
2 posts
“Even the simplest luxuries have a cost”
– Y. Reason
I has been a lil while...
Everyday when I wake up I ask myself what it is that I am going to do, what change am I going to make, or am I going to just be stagnant.
Sometimes I write, sometimes I plan, sometimes I clean, sometimes I cook, and sometimes I just sit around all day and watch movies.
There was a day that I would get down on myself about taking a day, a week or even a month off, but now I know that some days...
June 2011
19 posts
“The state of your life is nothing more than a reflection of your state of mind”
– Dr. Wayne W. Dyer
Intolerance brings....
Intolerance….
makes ennemies of those who would like to be friends.
stops the growth of the mind by limiting the search for knowledge.
discourages imagination
prohibits self-discipline
prevents accuracy in thinking and reasoning
- napoleon hill
“If you would plant for days, plant flowers.
If you would plant for years, plant...”
– proverb
“I was young dumb and inexperienced
when I found myself falling hard and fast...”
– Y.Reason
... done ...
I have officially posted all my pending thoughts that I’ve had just sitting on my desktop. Now anything else will be “fresh off the press”
"Do You!" Check it out.
Just finished reading Russell Simmons’ book Do You!, everyone should definitely check it out.
This book was a very interesting read and I found that a lot of, if not all the laws discussed in the book applied to me and I didn’t even realize it. Going back to my blog post “Subconsciously livin’ that life”, it’s crazy how much of these values and beliefs I...
Breakthrough...
Today I let my passions take over my day and found myself deep in my own mind. It was a great release from my everyday and gave me a great sense of accomplishment. I drew a Koi that is now hanging on my wall above my kitchen table as well as wrote down a slam that just cam to me mid-drawing. I would say it was a productive day off.
Subconsciously Livin' That Life....
Here I have been consuming myself with the thought of a great life that I could be living and the fears and worries that I would never achieve it, when I should of just been looking around me. If I had just let go of the fear and worry and opened up my mind to what was right here in front of me, I would have seen that I am already far along my way to my ultimate destination. Already implementing...
Worry & Fear
Worry and Fear hold you back from you maximum potential. When you are to busy worrying and fearing things, you don’t have time to be focused on the things that you want to accomplish nor are you open to the limitless amount of things that the world has to offer. You will save yourself much time and energy as well as open yourself up for bigger and better things when you learn to let go of...
Detachment...
Everyone should have a certain level of detachment to the physical thing around them in order to keep themselves open to new things. When you are holding on to the things that are constant and you let yourself get stuck in comfort you are simultaneously closing yourself off to change and opportunity in new places, with new people and new things. When you free yourself of the extra baggage and...
The Five Kleshas
These are the 5 afflictions that hinder us from serving our higher self and attaining liberation. [Spiritual I know, I am very into spirituality and finding peace and liberation form within. Something like serenity.]
Ignorance (avidya)
Ego (asmita)
Attachment to Pleasure (raga)
Aversion to Pain (dvesa)
Fear of Death (abhinivesah)
If this sparks your curiosity I encourage you to maybe just go...
I have stood stagnant for too long...
For the past 3 years I let myself fall stagnant and stood stalling to move forward with my dreams. I now recognize that I have fallen victim to negativity and let myslef precent myself from moving forward ant that I have and only I have the power to move myself forward or not. So I have found the motivation to find that positivity in all circumstances and create positive energy for myself.
Only...
Lost in the World...
I am just as lost as the next person. I have just chosen to get more familiar with myself and the world around me in order to find my true potential. [Which I feel is to help change the world or at least the little piece of the world that I have the power to effect. I definitely believe that changing one person’s world is still making a difference even if that is all the difference I was...
Grey Area...
I mentioned compromising your values in order to get thing you think you may want or that may bring you fulfillment. I like to keep myself grounded and clear of the compromise by looking at my ultimate destination and my current location as being separated by a “grey area”. The only way to reach my goal is to pass through it and in it right and wrong are no longer black and white but a...
Success
If you ask anyone what success is they are sure to have an answer. But the real question is what does success mean to you? At the end of the day everyone will be able to tell you what success is.. FOR THEM. Just like one person will prefer ocean front living to the inland ranch lifestyle, everyone has their own dreams and desires for the things that they wish to eventually have. So to truly find...
Open.. Follow- up
I took a drive with an older man of god today and while I was blessed the opportunity o be open and learn from his wisdom he was given the opportunity to share and I feel that the two of us shared a great afternoon of give and take where we could share with one another what we had to offer. The thing I love more than to share my dreams is to share them with others who have similar visions,...
Open...
As I have said before, it is beneficial to keep yourself open to what the world has to offer you. When I say the world I mean the people, books and elements that make up the world around us. It is important to share your knowledge and soak up the knowledge outside of yourself. When you are open, your already great ideas and visions can become even better and redefined dreams.
my apologies...
Though I have been writing down all my thoughts I have not been posting them .. So in the next couple days I will make sure to get everything posted from the last couple weeks… :D.
much love
Y. Reason
dysfunction.
i miss it enough to keep comin back but not enough to stay
it brings memories good and bad…
takes me to another world and then hits me with reality
brings emotions happy and sad…
so glad we made now lets turn around
why advertise change when all you have to offer is paper..
Id rather struggle than live constrained by emotional and mental barriers
Its love that fuels me and...
May 2011
5 posts
“A true fool is the one who fools himself into lettin his potential go to...”
– Y. Reason
“A question that sometimes drives me hazy: am I or are the others crazy?”
– Albert Einstien
I.d
I am reasonably dysfuctional and living by a code of betterment because I will eventually be the best version of me
I am Cachrelle Bolden
I look in the mirror and close my eyes to the physicality of the matter and remember what it is that I set out to do mentally
I am Lazyrus
I express a internal chaos into the world in its most beautiful form as an outlet of my own misunderstandings
I am...
'Til It's Over
I know… I’ve been M.I.A. I like to say I’ve been B.U.B. (Buried Under Books).
But that’s neither here nor there.
The school year is over, but my journey through life continues and now more than ever I have time drown myself everything I want all day everyday in my own time.
” And I won’t stop til its over”
Each day that passes I discover more about...
April 2011
17 posts
Lost in my own mind...
I have so many feelings, emotions, thoughts, ideas, hopes, aspirations, dreams, visions its overwhelming. I sometimes have to fall back and just chill. I need time to breathe and time to be away from obligations and attachments. I like a slow pace and little complications. However, relationships, no matter what type, require a piece of you even when you don’t feel like sharing yourself. I...
Keep it Pushin with a Purpose..
I love to have me time to just be and live and enjoy LIFE. I believe this is important for the spirit, I found myself playing around on the keyboard escaping into myself this week and by doing so I also found myself getting things done and being productive this week. I guess you can say it is in a way a form of meditation for myself.
Find your “meditation” , it will be a piece that...
... few words.. more thoughts
Ok.. Its been a min, I’ve been caught up… but let me do some catch up.
Soooo, its been a week of LIFE which equals A LOT. Im really don’t have too many words honestly, just tryna find my niche in the world. I feel I has a pretty productive week, finished a lot of school work, went to work and even managed to get some personal projects out of the way. I decided to take my own...
Fuck racism, make mixed babies.
vic-vicious:
I mean, I really don’t have a choice lol.
too sho :)
“When you are living your dreams sleep seems so much less important”
– Young Reason
I Have Come....
To the conclusion that….
The only constant truly is change.
I am and will forever be the source of my own happiness, success, peace, growth, change, etc…
I must grow in order to change, change in order to see change in the world.
To a place where….
I desire for all that I want to be all that I have.
Up with the requirements which are…
Forget what wasn’t and...
Open Your mind to new ideas and to new people
When you close yourself off to the world you close your mind and all the ingenious within it. You have to be open to thing bigger when you share with all that is around you. Speak to those who are willing to listen and listen to those who are willing to speak. You never know what stories, ideas, opportunities or friendships you can come across in a day, an hour, a minute, a moment.
Emerging into...
It’s crazy how hype you can get just by being around hype people … Lmao
Awake
It’s those moments at night when I lay awake
When I look at the ceiling in silence with everything yet nothing on my mind
That I wish, hope, dream, and long for my own everything
When I close my eyes just to open them
Try to count the sheep and bore myself past the already existent boredom
That I look over and ask myself why I feel so alone in this moment
“there isn’t a limit nor a quota for personal thought and expression in a...”
– Young Reason
Kaizen... (Japanese philosophy of continuous...
is a theme I strive to live by where everyday I will live my life getting one step closer to becoming the best version of myself while having the best understanding of myself. There is no need for me to talk about what I had or hadn’t accomplished before my 21st birthday (March 18th) because as of now it is irrelevant.
The Beginning....
So…. I was going to wait until April 18th to start posting my thoughts about my new approach to life and my daily ventures but to wait would be contradictory to my new approach. I need to seize the moment and “Just Do It.” If I wait for the perfect time I will always be waiting, over contemplating and over analyzing. So as of now … The Journey shall be shared.
